The Hidden Concern that Generates Misunderstanding

Dear Lord, I will feel better if you take everything away from me, I just want to stay with you, Lord. Just like today's reading during devotion: Mark 10: 29-31, "Yes." Jesus replied, "And I assure you everyone who has given up house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or property for my sake, and for the Good News, will receive now in return a hundred times as many houses, brothers, sisters, mothers, children and property - along with persecution. And in the world to come that person will have eternal life. But many who are the greatest will be least important then, and those who seem least important now will be the greatest then." I am very sad. Yes, Kelisa is indeed my dream car before. However, I love my new MyVi SE a lot more than the new found Kelisa Imago. I am just hoping that I can save my parents' money. I don't want a new VIVA because I want to save their money. But they misunderstand me wanting that Kelisa Imago than my MyVi SE. My angel given by you Lord. I love my car more obviously. But Daniel is my brother, I love him more than the car, that's why I am willing to give him my car. When can my parents understand my concern, Lord. I don't want to have this kind of problem so often. Why not you just take me away or take everything away from me. I am ready to adhere to your command. Help me to give up everything. I wish so badly to attend Hillsong. I have decided to join "Pastoral Leadership" to help the youth to succeed in your will and in your name. I will apply once I have all my information from you, Lord. Praying that Lord you will open my mother's heart. Stop her from doubting your presence. Stop her from putting money first in life. Tell her that you will give her more and more. Please take me to your church. I want to know you more and more, in Jesus name I pray, Amen.