The Hidden Concern that Generates Misunderstanding

Dear Lord, I will feel better if you take everything away from me, I just want to stay with you, Lord. Just like today's reading during devotion: Mark 10: 29-31, "Yes." Jesus replied, "And I assure you everyone who has given up house or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or property for my sake, and for the Good News, will receive now in return a hundred times as many houses, brothers, sisters, mothers, children and property - along with persecution. And in the world to come that person will have eternal life. But many who are the greatest will be least important then, and those who seem least important now will be the greatest then." I am very sad. Yes, Kelisa is indeed my dream car before. However, I love my new MyVi SE a lot more than the new found Kelisa Imago. I am just hoping that I can save my parents' money. I don't want a new VIVA because I want to save their money. But they misunderstand me wanting that Kelisa Imago than my MyVi SE. My angel given by you Lord. I love my car more obviously. But Daniel is my brother, I love him more than the car, that's why I am willing to give him my car. When can my parents understand my concern, Lord. I don't want to have this kind of problem so often. Why not you just take me away or take everything away from me. I am ready to adhere to your command. Help me to give up everything. I wish so badly to attend Hillsong. I have decided to join "Pastoral Leadership" to help the youth to succeed in your will and in your name. I will apply once I have all my information from you, Lord. Praying that Lord you will open my mother's heart. Stop her from doubting your presence. Stop her from putting money first in life. Tell her that you will give her more and more. Please take me to your church. I want to know you more and more, in Jesus name I pray, Amen.

Hillsong in Malaysia

I want to first thank God for choosing me as His daughter. I want to thank God for so many things. His love is overflowing in my life. Praise to the Lord for He is a chill God! Shinu said, "I can't believe that they are here, I have heard these songs live!" I have never been to any concert. This is my first time. I think this is the first and the greatest concert as the presence of God is so strong...We are all filled with the Holy Spirit. We know that God s with us and we are all rejoicing for our Mighty God! He is tremendous! I can feel the love of God flowing during the concert. Every face is rushing to sing to God. Everyone wants to praise him! Everyone is jumping and shouting for Him! He is great! He is really great! The feeling is indescribable..My new dream is to find a way to do a degree in Hillsong Australia. Serving God is the thing that I truely wanna do now! I want to serve Him. God, please allow me to serve you through what you want me to. AMEN!