Stressful yet Not Giving Up

I am stressful, more than stressful! I don't want to give up! Like Bieber said, "Never say Never"! I know I am not a genius but I am a very hardworking girl who works really really hard to make sure that everything is perfect! I am not sure what else I can do after editing it for more than a year and more than 10 times. Is there anyone out there who did their master for more than 4 years? OMG! This is sick! It is a waste of time! What she really wants from me? I have nothing to give her! Why she keeps on dragging me? At first, I thought I am not good but now I think she is having mental problem as everyone has read and agreed that it is a good piece of work. But why I still can't send in? No matter what happen, I know this is a challenge in life and I am not gonna give up! That's it! Enough is enough!

Blog! Blog! Blog!

Thanks to Ezmeer, for reminding me that I actually have a blog of my own. I should have blog continuosly. No one follows my blog because I keep my blog quite privately. I am happy that finally I chose to stay in UNITEN rather than leaving and accept the offer in UPM. Even though one of my friend said opportunity comes only once but I still believe that opportunity can be created. So, I think I have chosen the right choice to stay in UNITEN as I love the environment quite a lot. I love my office, my personal corner. I am just so into my own territory sometimes. But I think this is not wrong. There are 10 things that ask me to stay in UNITEN:

1. God's Will - most important!
2. I have my own room
3. I have quite known to the people
4. The bosses already acknowledge my performance
5. My beloved students of course
6. Started sport again (not easy to start without friends)
7. Friendship
8. Higher salary after Masters
9. Near to my BF of course
10. Used to UNITEN

See, so many reasons why I should stay!

Even though there are people with big mouth said, "Eeeee! Tak Malu!" But who cares! I don't work for those people who are having bad and smelly mouth all the time! I am staying because of God! Because of my parents, my future, of course my students!

My aim is to make sure that my students remember my teachings so that they can apply what they have learned and be successful at one point in time in the future but of course, I hope during that time, they still remember me as their favourite teacher who had taught them a lot about life!!!! That is my aim, my vision!!!!

All the best Evelyn! You can do it!! :)